I know it’ll suck!

Yeah, it is very evident to me that this, my first ever blog/ write up/ reflection (whatever suits you), will suck and it will suck big time. You know why? Because I am writing something after a good three months of hiatus; I am constantly looking at the clock, trying to make sure that I don’t get late for the gym (which I started just recently, by the way); I am listening to an Imagine Dragons song at full volume, and I just don’t want to pause, let alone stop the distracting music; my flatmate is playing Fifa on his PS4 with his friends, with them being as loud as they possibly can. Bmost importantly, it’s because I am always scared to begin something new. Yet, I am writing. You know why? Because I am high on caffeine right now, and I want to do everything, all at once- read, workout, watch tv, swear on football players with friends, cook dinner, etc. Yet, I chose to do this because I know my fear stands powerless against my high. I would have never written this probably hasty, error-ridden writing in a million years if I hadn’t had that tea, because my mind demands perfection. My high is in charge right now, however, and it does allow me to make mistakes and suck, as long as I give things a try. To my sucky, first ever write-up on Medium, here here!